i’ve reached that crisp dead end again my friend
it’s time to traverse in reverse what i’ve accomplished
i must assemble my memories fantasies and tendencies
it’s time to prepare and repair myself and i must move on
my mind consumed with delusions conclusions must save myself
my hands turn against me cut snap tear stab must save myself
clouded perception (it’s locking my cage)
unheard of comments (infusing my rage)
these spinning surroudnings (i’m losing my page)
dizzying flashes (my life on your stage)
sexual diseases (i’m burned in a daze)
delusions of grandier (an ongoing craze)
the last thing i wanted was to hurt you destroy you
i dont want to annoy you make you cringe fringe your nerves
i didn’t mean to push you away throw you away
i didn’t want to make you hate me want to kill me
the last thing i meant to happen has happened it happened can’t happen again
the pure words of the master (i believe all she said)
the commands i’ve been given (i did all that you plead)
the legs have been opened (i threw her in bed)
the screams still pierce my ears (i rest her sweet head)
another slave walks on the scene (i lost my mindi shot him dead)
i give up everything gave up everything on me
everythign turned toward me away from reality ran away from me
i destroyed myself keep destroying myself’s been destroyed by myself
this deep mushroom blue mushroom spilling some more from my head
it’s over now