you already think you know who i am
and you think i give you so much
oh but i give you so much more
took you everywhere, gave you everything
drug you back here and used you
but you took too much
left me here alone and cold
what am i supposed to do
you took every last little bit
of my precious fucking shit
and nothing you can do can fucking stop me now
fuck your false christianity
you will go to hell all because of me
no one even cares it was meant to be
your crumbled foundation of hyprocricies
now i knew this was next
these parasites approaching
yeaahhh
step right up
come fall down to your knees
all you fucks are all lined up
flashes and questions all up in my face
cameras and assholes all over the place
probing underneath my skin
everywhere they dont belong
and you get me closer to it all
you don’t want to hear about it
my unstoppable isolation
you all let me violate you
make you bleed
a secretional violation
you let me fuck you like the animal that i am
you let me rip apart your fragile insides
you let you try to bring me closer to god
… all my life
it’s filled with lies
blood for tears
pour from my eyes
i drink from your cup
the chalice of pain
you are the reason
i choose to remain
you lied to them all
had them take your side
had somethign to prove
made them feel your pride
you decieved them all
they think you’re the only one
they do whatever you please
they flaunt about your filthy fucking disease
you planned it all, didn’t you?
you want it all, don’t you?
you’d take what’s mine, wouldn’t you?
you know you could, couldn’t you?
this shit you gave to me
didn’t get me very far
you think you made me blind
but i can still see who you are
my blood stops pumping
i emerge from this shell
i wonder away
my shell left to decay
made up of electricity
i became the machine
once was just a part of me
all the thoughts once repeated
perfected the impurity inside of me
hiding in this dream
hold on to me so i don’t stream
it wont give up until i’m dead
fuck your noise tearing up my head
you knocked me down the stairs
stairs i worked so hard to traverse
society shapes me more
i feel alone stuck in reverse
i’m drowning again and again
pulled by this current in the river of piss
i’d have to be stupid if i still wanted this
but i’m the biggest man you know
i have the biggest gun
i have the biggest dick you’ve ever seen
i’m gonna show your girl some fun
i’m every inch a man can be
she’s going to feed my power
she’s going to submit to me
she’s going to feel me devour
she’s going to be driven crazy
she’s going to die of desire
i need you, you hate me
i dream about you, you hate me
i foudn you, and you hate me
i fucked you, you lost me
i used you, you smashed me
i broke you, you erased me
you killed me
you fucking liar you fucking whore
you fucked them all then came for me
you spread your legs wide open
you let every begger in
all their cum keeps seeping out
i know exactly where you’ve been
i can’t handle these problems any other way
all i can do is fuck myself away
i push the gun into my mouth
the blinding flash as i pull the trigger
all my problems just got bigger
sticky blood now all over my face
i still see this shit all over the place
i focus on the sweatest pain
a million miles away from grace
in my choir of broken thoughts
i will try to find another way
i don’t want to hate myself today