Today inside is vaguely different
Calmed by an impossibility
However unbelievable and intriguing
At peace in the midst of my inner chaos
Wondering exactly what this means
Is there an implosion stewing?
Building ultimately to something bigger
Self destruction on reinvented scales
Temporarily stitched by an angel
Soon to be torn down by my demons
And unleashed at a multiplied velocity
What have I become
Looking at an early end
Feeling loving feelings attaching
Letting go and disappearing
Skinning down my only friend
Destroying myself
I am always changing
Into what?
From where to where
Traveling faster than thought itself
Afraid of what’s in the path
Waiting for a woman
Crossing brainwaves
Slowly slipping underneath
While temporarily astonished
Off guard