i’m so scared
i will ruin
i will sour
lose my power
and devour
the best thing i’ve had
and it’s fucking sad
the less control i have
over everything within
the more i have on others
before i bathe myself in sin
it still seems like
it’s only been in dreams
that i’ve stayed happy
but nothing stays so clean
jami
help me
i need to cry
i need to stay
the one you love
cause i might die
and under my self destructive nature
i want nothing more than to survive
the rest are all lies
that want to destroy me
that shall never be
if i have my way