i’m pushing her away
and i tried
not to
what was a boy to do
i only wanted you
and i hate myself
third time was a charm?
well she was
and the fourth gets better
and is getting destroyed
i see the signs
i feel the pain
i am the bastard
i must refrain
i dont want to ask god
because he will end us
i cant do this right
i actually give a fuck
seeming secrecy
fronts coming up front
humoring
and tumoring
it is all growing
I HAVE TO STOP THIS
BEFORE I DESTROY US