My Final Work

my final work
my final days
will get no love
will get no praise

no rememberance
no deliverance
no dedication
not a fucking care
not a fucking care
not a fucking ounce of love
not fucking anywhere

never came to be
so close
so fucked away
not another coming day
and no one will fucking care

the final entry
unfortunate
untrue

3 hours
no work done
another failure

go fucking figure

hungry
tired
of me
of everything
but loving
jami
not hating me
and we will make it
we will be happy
despite this
river of piss
flowing always
through this head
preferably dead