hands tied
brain fried
heart died
high tide
can’t breathe
not free
can’t be
why me
fuck this
drink piss
eat shit
fuck you
leave me alone
you took it all away from me
your almighty family
left me way over here
fucked over and left out
mindless numb and wandering about
not believing this is happening
nothing has gone the way once planned
everythign now crushed and damned
except within her fucked up family
destroying everything inside of me