it is a parasite
feeding on my mind
ripping down my will
terrors of all kind
it puts things inside me
a will to be destroyed
a hatred seen by all
all of this enjoyed
it laughs at my torment
it grins at my pain
it loves to spread chaos
it leaves me in shame
the sounds as it approaches
i no longer recognize
the insanity is everywhere
i cannot compromise
i can’t seem to close my eyes
the fire cannot be stopped
it consumes everything
it eats and spends energy
it tears my very being
it chews through my soul
i have lost all control
i cannot stop it’s spreading
my sanity has been shedding
the destruction is on a roll
i’m falling down this hole
the end is out of sight
no hope left here tonight
i call for help
but nothing cares
it keeps on laughing
my logic tears