I’ve done too much
Splintered against the grain
And now I am confined
In this solitary pain
I’ve had too much fun
Pushing every limit
Now I can not run
Forced to act so timid
Back to the holy book
I focus hope so direly
I decide it is the time
To read entirely
Two weeks pass
My mind grows crass
What is this I have read
The months now span
I read again
My heart for this has bled
So many questions
so few reasons
For these contradictions
Different views
Conflicting news
Such bad explanations
All that looked No longer looks
My mind now longs in anguish
How can these things Really be
I want this doubt extinguished
There must be some logical answers
Nothing can be this bad
There can’t be these sorts of dangers
Without some kind of hand
When I get free
Knowledge will be
Completed in my head