Category: Red Book

my blackened heart so full of lies the brain a weight destroying the tense confusion will not die the demons hate employing what is this restoration of feelings i could not flee where did this bullshit come from these places i can not see i sit staring into the blackness the dark place that has…

hands tied brain fried heart died high tide can’t breathe not free can’t be why me fuck this drink piss eat shit fuck you leave me alone you took it all away from me your almighty family left me way over here fucked over and left out mindless numb and wandering about not believing this…

holding off until i can feel again cannot see the present there is a wall between here and the future

do you believe in god? do you agree with organized religion? any of them? do you believe in the after life? do you believe in love? hate? what is your opinion on society? do you think it can be bettered? how would you think it could happen would you rather help repair or destroy it…

four candles three colors two lovers one soul ready to devour in too much pain to hurt been alone too long to run when i open my eyes they cry when my hopes come close they die and i’m not having any fun drowning in alcohol dizzy in this painful lust screaming at my photo…

most importantly we turned against the elders all knowing perfect gods in mind rotten lies and hate we’d find the front of love and being kind thinking we could never know now it’s time for them to go years of trying to program us in their self made image you thought we would comform? you…

burning angels laughing teenagers bleeding demons running elders dying gods armageddon there isn’t anywhere to run today is the expert’s craft returning the corporate shaft turned against god and his double standards and his foundation of lies his hidden heart of resentment his open mind of contentment turned against satan his rudeness flatlined his empire…

1.11/01 “Fast Food” frail mental structures upside down cross razor blade in my pocket may i take your order the public doesn’t know they’re spawning thousands of us in every city treating us shitty making us see society making us hate sobriety ready to kill the whole and we’re realizing our power it’s 8:15am we’re…

i’ve got big dreams i’ve heard loud screams of both strong pleasure and pain

bad cop got shot no plot can’t stop big head now dead ask how watch now flashing lights picking fights reading rights laid out bad cop got shot no plot can’t stop pull me over use the rover tag the stoner got laid out bad cop got shot no plot can’t stop i’m out walking…