Fantasies Shifting

Digging my fingers into your sides
Kissing your neck and lips fiercely
Fucking you with all my heart
The heart that pain pierces
You standing above me
Screaming about how much of an asshole I am
Hitting me with your fist
Leaving the room crying
Deserted where I sit and cry
Alone for so long
Not interested in me at all
Am I really a friend?
Do you tolerate?
Slitting my wrists
Burning people and stabbing myself
Fuck you for not loving me
Is it my fault?
Throwing me against the wall
Kissing my neck
Missed me so much
Can’t get enough of me anymore
You’ve always loved me
You say hugging my headstone
Long ago killed myself
Since I fucked everything up
Drove you into other men’s arms
I hope they hurt you
You cry for hours
Miss me