heart clouded by misjudgements
soul clouded by hate and loathing
nerves crowded and twitching
confusion gumming up the system
fuses blown and bulbs burned out
headache pounding apart my skull
my brain locked inside afraid
slipping backwards down the hill
emtpy eye sockets bleeding down my face
flesh shredded and dripping off of bones
dark liquid leaking out of my ears
unable to find anything that can replace
descending once again totally alone
reviving once destroyed fears
who next will i have to kill
pushing the machine
vibrating apart my dreams
nothing is as it seems
movement hampered by invisable walls
blinds glued shut, left with what?
nothing but greed seems to make any calls
why would i open the door?
do you think there’s anything more?
the loud sounds every day
tearing into my brain
driving me more insane
pushing the machine forward
shaking me finally apart
pushing the destroyer onward
driving my demons
flushing my reasons
falling into the machine
this is not just a dream
nothing as it seems