i have to purge this
into this burning manifesto
dizzied again
paranoia returns
my unwelcomed friend
the boots
the calls
incoming and outgoing
i’m taking a chance writing this
and i don’t really care
i must exorsize this shit
so bad that it’s destroying
i’ll throw it anywhere
trying to prevent the vision
of where we will tear
(slitting wrists
shitty verse
shitty writing
pretty hearse)
is she seeing someone?
and not telling
why does she want me
to sleep so bad
how many secrets
has she had
and why don’t i grow up
is she going with and where
to and with whom she says
is she sneaking calls
in or out
she doesn’t have to