hello there
don’t fake a smile
your age shows around your eyes
i let out a deep sigh
i’m awake again.
the dream wasn’t any better
but if my heartbeat could have stopped
i could have gone to what’s next
but there you are
need to take a shower
maybe i’ll black out
crack my head open
bleed out on the floor
go grab the gun across the room
push it into your jaw, go boom
you are a cancer among the rest
departing any way would be best
just walk.
take a shovel.
you know remote desert a couple days away
just load the food to get you there
and bring your gun
let’s set out and have some fun
find a nice deep place
erase, erase, erase
don’t give them a bill, a corpse
let nature take its course
and erase, erase, erase
just leave a note
fuck you all
i hate the world
and i’m going
promise you’ll be dead this week
don’t come looking, it’s done, i’m gone
they’re all dead to me anyway
so much of the country i used to admire
may as well be swept away by fire
and maybe something better will grow
but there’s no hope to throw
in direction of unbelievable shit like that
food for the animals
let them eat well for a little while
assuming they find what’s left
after the bullets tear it apart
but it’s a start
no need to stay here
the future is clear
the end of a flushed toilet
sweeping us down the drain
into a river of piss
human life has come to this
i guess i’ll take a shower