off to bed
off with my head
i can’t sleep
too lazy to eat
and i should be dead
too much to ask
just pass the flask
i’ll jerk it back
like the jerk i am
drowning finally
happy family
jack jim jose and i
mixed together again
my last three friends
working together
to kill me
well
hopefully
i need to kill myself
for my family
for jami
for me
for everybody
melissa susan christy meghan
will never think of me again
i wish i could be so lucky
so privileged as all of them
i, my own memory, so free