she’ll start the shit
seeming like the right thing
doing a lot for me
when she doesn’t want to
what the fuck do i do
pushing her away
i realize
when i look into her eyes
so beautiful
so smart
so caring
i’m only scaring
the both of us
destruction, plus
i burst out of the door
becoming a disgusting whore
into the world
into a ditch
another dead bitch
i wanna slit my wrists
want the end of it
pull the trigger
make holes bigger
the one in my soul
keeping me cold
fuck it all